i miss home.

rindu.

aku pun tak tahu bila lagi dapat jumpa orang macam diorang.
makanan, kongsi.
ilmu, kongsi.
masa, kongsi.
katil, kongsi.
handphone, kongsi.
prepaid, kongsi.
syampoo, kongsi.
duit kalau tak cukup, kongsi.
baju pegi kelas, kongsi.
tudung, kongsi.
kasut, kongsi.
nasihat, kongsi.
semua, kongsi.

rindu weh, rindu sangat.

harini dah februari 2012, hampir setahun lepas kita tinggalkan asasi.

weh, rindu.

boleh tak kalau kita putar masa, kita belajar dalam level yang sama, end up dapat pointer sama and continue kat tempat sama? boleh tak? :(

mainan syaitan je ni sedih-sedih ni. kan? :(

they are the coolest group i've ever met in my whole life.
seminggu lepas orientasi, semua dah serasi, semua boleh satu kepala, semua boleh hu ha hu ha.
cepat kan? seminggu weh, seminggu.

kawan siapa pun yang masuk dalam rumah kitorang, end up akan jadi kawan semua orang.
syaz, kawan ika. selalu datang bilik, akhirnya jadi kawan baik kitorang jugak.
wan, kawan aku dengan amal dari TGB, end up jadi kawan diorang jugak.
liyana dengan nisa, selalu datang tidur bilik aku sebab aku takde roommate, akhirnya rumah aku diorang buat macam rumah diorang sendiri.

tak memilih kawan, tak judge orang, cool, baik, penyayang, semua ada kat korang.

paling lama aku sentap dengan korang, 30 minit? tak pernah lebih.

kalau rasa bosan tidur sorang, boleh bukak mana-mana pintu bilik pastu masuk buat macam katil sendiri. jangan risau, takkan marah.

kalau rasa bosan, boleh ambil phone orang lain stalk mesej. jangan risau, tak marah. pitching je tinggi sikit sebab kena jerit kat telinga "wehhhhhhh kau buat apa tuuuuu!!!!!"
pastu gelak. the end.

kalau rasa loser boleh baring kat lantai ramai-ramai sambil tengok syiling pastu cakap kenapa diri rasa loser.

kalau rasa nak bersarcastic boleh dengan diorang, diorang takkan marah. end up kena bahan balik.

kalau rasa tension malam before final exam, boleh main jutaria.

kalau rasa sedih, boleh share bantal, pillow talk sampai tertidur.

kalau rasa lapar, boleh mengemis makanan.

kalau rasa nak jimat, boleh share beli lauk pastu masak nasi sendiri dalam rice cooker.

kalau rasa dah bosan dengan baju sendiri, boleh pinjam-pinjam baju orang lain.

kalau rasa perlu nasihat, boleh duduk dalam satu bilik buat open table.

kalau rasa depressed, boleh pasang lagu kuat-kuat lepas tu buat aksi.

kalau rasa lapar, boleh guna khidmat toaster pastu sapu Nuttela.

kalau rasa nak bahan orang, boleh tengok video Friday pastu gelak sampai pagi.

kalau rasa tak faham any topics, boleh masuk bilik tanya, argue, gaduh sampai puas.

kalau rasa nak berkongsi, boleh share 2 keping roti canai 7 orang, pastu divide pakai gunting.

kalau rasa nak makan banyak waktu lepas habis cuti, boleh makan nasik, spagetti, kek coklat, etc etc yang dibekalkan dari rumah.

kalau rasa nak bangun tidur untuk stay up, boleh guna khidmat alarm beijing hanis.

kalau rasa annoyed, boleh tampar. tanpa offence.

kalau rasa nak buat rules, boleh tampal depan pintu contohnya "NO MAMPU ZONE"

kalau rasa nak makan banyak, boleh pergi sunway makan sampai puas 3-4 round pastu balik.

kalau rasa rindu ni nak kena buat apa, weh? :(

shamira, athirah, hanis, amal, ika, jaga diri okay? :')

kun fayakun.

Jika Allah menginginkan sesuatu terjadi, maka ianya akan terjadi. Jika Dia tidak mahu, maka ianya tidak akan terjadi.

Sebagai hambaNya, kita patut berusaha untuk mengubah nasib kita kerana Allah pernah menyatakan bahawa Dia tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum, melainkan mereka mengubah nasib mereka sendiri.

Kita tidak boleh menyerah sebelum berusaha kerana qada dan qadar itu semua di tangan Allah. Berusaha dan kemudian barulah tawakal menyerah kepadaNya kerana jika Dia menginginkan sesuatu dan Dia tahu perkara itu baik buatmu, insyaAllah Dia akan membenarkan perkara itu terjadi.

Allah pernah menyatakan dalam Al-Quran,

"Boleh juga kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu dan boleh juga kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu"

Percayalah kepada kuasa Allah kerana sesungguhnya Dia Maha Mengetahui. Dia tahu apa yang baik dan apa yang buruk bagi kita. Dia Maha Adil.

Betul lah apa yang orang cakap, bila kita tak tenteram, kembalilah kepada Allah kerana sesungguhnya mengingati Allah hati jadi lebih tenang :')

Ya Allah, aku ingin menjadi yang lebih baik tetapi aku takut jika aku terjatuh dalam golongan orang yang munafik. Kau tunjukkan aku jalan yang lurus, jalan yang diredhai, amin.

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White Biotechnology.

I am currently taking Chemical Engineering Technology in Industrial Biotechnology. Do you know what is Biotechnology?

When I entered this course at first, I have no idea about Biotechnology. I did applied for Chemical, but not majoring in Biotechnology. So I was thinking.... does my future is guaranteed if I further my studies in this field?

The answer is yes. 

Biotechnology baru sahaja diperkenalkan di Malaysia. Biotechnology terbahagai kepada beberapa cabang dan antara cabang utamanya ialah Red Biotechnology: Medical Technology, Yellow Biotechnology: Food Technology, Green Biotechnology: Plant Technology and White Biotechnology: Industrial Technology.

Selain itu, Biotechnology juga terbahagi kepada beberapa bahagian seperti Pharmaceuticals, Animal, Nanotechnology, Biosensor, Marine, Plants dan banyak lagi.

We were exposed to talks conducted by BiotechCorp twice. They told us what White Biotechnology is all about.
We got the picture and of course we were happy to know that we were on a right track.


Have you heard about BioEthanol, BioFuel, BioDiesel and BioGas?

Malaysia hampir kehabisan bahan mentah untuk dijadikan bahan bakar bagi kegunaan kenderaan bermotor. Kalau tiada bahan bakar, macam mana kereta nak bergerak, kan?

So as a substituent, we have to use BioFuel and BioDiesel. It can be produced by using the waste products such as the paddy straw. Negara seperti Mexico dah jalankan penggunaan BioFuel and BioDiesel, dekat Malaysia masih belum dikomersialkan. So by the time we grad, the White Biotechnology is already develop :)

BioGas pula adalah penggunaan gas methana untuk generate electricity. Jadi, gas methana yang pada awalnya merupakan waste product, boleh digunakan kembali. Interesting kan?

No worries, I got a good friend to accompany me through 7 semesters left :)

Hello Sakinah!

May Allah ease everything, Amin.

Don't stress out on past, it is gone. Don't stress out of future it hasn't arrived :)


Appreciate what you have in your present and enjoy every single of it :)

hello!

I'm testing to publish entries from my phone. It works? Testing testing.

Btw congratulations on your result nisa and ika! *fireworks*

Alright, bye :)

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first semester.

hello :)

sem 1 has ended and the results are out!

basically, i'm satisfied with my result. it was not that great, but practically i am satisfied with the grades i obtained.

i was taking 7 subjects which carried 19 credits in total. the subjects were Mathematics for Engineering Technology, Biochemistry, Organic Chemistry, Introduction to Biotechnology, Material Engineering, Electrical Technology and English. 6 core subjects and 1 university requirement.

when the sem started, i have no clue why i should study about Material Engineering. i am taking Chemical Engineering which is basically more about chemistry, but Material is about building. you know..about ductile, crack, hot rolling, cold rolling, metal, silicon, steel, fracture and etc. to be honest, on test 1, only 5 students PASSED in the Material Engineering subject. passed, not A. 5 out of 200 students. get the picture now?

same goes to Electrical Technology. we need to learn electrical which is basically about DC and AC circuit, 3 phase, electromagnetic, transformers and DC & AC machines. we did not have any clue WHY we should study this. *sigh*
in test 2, there's only few students passed. and re-test was conducted. Alhamdulillah :)

can you imagine, you were in science stream, taking chemistry and biotechnology and suddenly you have to study about ehem, physics? :/

my coursemates and i were praying and struggling so hard to score the exams. the grading system is 40-60, 50-50 and 60-40. (read: coursework/final examination).

we were struggling so hard. the tense...God knows. We prayed "lepas 3 pun jadi la..."

Alhamdulillah, the results were good :)
except..
maths.

maybe i was focusing too much on the hard subjects and i took maths for granted #slappingmyself.
and it affected my pointer #sigh

no worries, at least i still got 2 sem to redeem maths. the other 6 subjects - no more :')

the second sem will be started on 20th February and i will be taking 6 subjects + co-curricular. the subjects are Mathematics for Engineering Technology II, Physical Chemistry (♥), Microbiology, Engineering Graphics (no clue), Bahasa Melayu, Mass and Energy Balance, and co-curricular. I have registered for Canoe ---> OWYEAHHH!!!! :D

this is ze classmates, only 28 of us :D

May Allah helps us to go through the 7 semesters left :)

The magic of 19.

Today is 19 November.

It's kinda special to me.

....because

Take a look on left side of this page

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Yes, today is our 3rd anniversary.

Hi You :)

Thank you for everything you did to us,

Thank you for being a best friend,

Thank you for always being supportive,

Thank you for making me feel special,

Thank you for these 3 years :)

I'm not good in words, not like you, I'm sorry.

From all the poems you wrote to me, this is my favourite one ♥

We started out as friends

And we thought

That's how the story will end

We lived by our shadows

Then suddenly

My heart was filled with meadows

There was this day

I thought I was mad

But thinking of this day

I know that I am glad.

When I fell in love with you

I wasn't sure what to do

I just said it out loud

And everyday I miss you

I wasn't sure what I'm supposed to do

I just cried out loud.

And 19's our magic number

Looking at you my heart will shudder

When I talk to you I will stutter

Tell me that this is forever

You were my friend and you are my lover

And I will regret it never

We started out as friends,

And now our fairytale will never ends..

Happy 3rd anniversary Abu Dzar,

I ♥ you :)

I miss you, I miss this.

sahabat selamanya :)

it was 3.33 AM in the morning, and I'm still awake. I guess I should blame home sebabnya bila kat rumah biological clock tunggang langgang and insomnia berleluasa. kamon duduk rumah hmm mane buat ape sangat. setakat masak adelah mengeluarkan peluh setitik dua ehehehe :D

so i was stalking......myself (thumbs up!)
and i found this :)



video ni liyana yang buat. liyana dan nisa adalah antara 2 orang terbaik yang pernah saya jumpa sepanjang hidup saya. mereka kawan semasa saya di asasi. oh btw, nama penuh liyana ialah Fatin Liyana Azhar dan Nisa pula Fathin Khairunnisa. kenapa nama kami sama emmm yeah jangan persoalkan. sebabnya waktu kat asasi sistem arrangement class adalah mengikut alphabet makanya mostly classmates kami bernama Fatin (Y)

proceed, yes i do think we will be looking at this 10 years from now and laugh about how we used to be. mereka banyak mengajar saya tentang kehidupan. sounds lame but yeah they know better what they teach me. from a to z. yes they do. we gone through thick and thin. contohnya bila seorang unstable yes we do concern. some friends just give their support but these people, they give the rationality. that's how the friendship gets stronger. we don't let friends do mistakes, we shared every thoughts we have.

liyana showed me how close she is to her mother. she shared everything with her mother. her problems, her happiness, her sadness. as for me, i kept most things from my mother. i was in the boarding school since i'm 13. i never get a chance to be close to her. i was a month when she left me and had to continue her work at HKL. i was left with my grandmother and only get a chance to stay with my mum when i was 6. later on i gone to boarding school. liyana taught me to be a good daughter. i followed her steps. i told my mother everything since then. everything. i even called her when i get sad. yes it do makes me happier. now, my mother is like my very best-est friend in the whole world :)

for nisa, she inspired me in term of relationship. she showed me what trust can do. how beautiful the long distance relationship can be. she do inspired me in that way. she had a very beautiful relationship with her soulmate, AA :) despite the distances and lack of contacting, she still happy, i guarantee that. i can see her happiness. trust can be so powerful and i would like to say, thank you nisa for that :)

btw, liyana continues her studies in pure chemistry, nisa is in pharmacy and i am in chemical engineering. as you can see, 3 of us pursuing studies in chemistry field. coincidence, no? Allah plans everything :)

for both of you, i am really thankful of this beautiful friendship we had. i never thought we could be this close, i mean really close. like sisters. you both are really awesome :)

"semoga Allah merahmati persahabatan yang kita ada :')"

from left : ateng, liyana, nisa, tenten :)

p/s : ateng's name is Fatin Amirah Nordin and she's in Indonesia, pursuing her studies in Dentistry. lawa kan dia? :)